Seeing Red

How could you?

I believed in you

I thought you were better than this

You were different before

I knew a different person

I was friends with someone else

It’s clear to me now

That you’re not the same

No, you’re someone else now

It’s sad really

Because I missed you

But now I don’t so much

I don’t really miss you

I miss who you were

I miss the friend that I had

And since you’re not him

I don’t miss you

And I don’t want you back here

I know I care

I really do

And I’m angry

That’s how I know

Because I’m angry

But not with her

I know you love her

And that’s ok

Because all I wanted was a friend

I never asked for more

I never really wanted more

But I don’t have that now

That’s not her fault

She’s not to blame

And it’s not my fault

It’s yours

You let it go

You let it all slip away

It makes me so angry

That you would let it go

That you would watch it slip away

I don’t think you see it now

You don’t realize what you had

I hope you do

Maybe when you finally see it

Maybe then you’ll make the effort

Maybe then you’ll really be sorry

I’m just afraid

That when you see it

It’ll be too late

We could still be friends

There’s a possibility

But I just don’t know

Because sadly

I don’t trust you

You’re not who I thought you were