I love how...

You try to grab my butt

When you think I’m not looking

We can lay in bed all day

My mind calms when I’m in your arms

You fall asleep when I drive

But you talk nonstop when you drive

I feel safe when I’m with you

Sometimes I feel nervous

I felt the first spark

When we talked about home

And a silly dream of buying our childhood homes

We can talk all night

You’re passionate about music and history

Your eyes light up when you get excited

You talk to me about anything and everything

Run Away

The impulse

To go and never look back

To escape the pain

To disappear into nothingness

To leave this life behind

The feeling

It comes and goes

Pushes and pulls

Building up

Crashing down

The desire

For a fresh start

For a happy place

For a sense of calm

For running away

Trapped

Thoughts swimming

Around and around

No escape

All these feelings

No way out

Trapped in my head

Held in place

By the pain

Going over it again

Looking for an escape

Surrounded by boxes

Trying to unpack them

Overwhelmed by emotion

That doesn’t lessen

Let me find a way out