Certain

There have been times

When I just know

Something comes over me

And I know

It’s nothing in particular

But something let’s me know

And I feel it

And I’m sure

Then in a instant

It’s gone

I don’t know

And I feel lost

That sure feeling

It comes and goes

Until it comes

And it doesn’t go

I had a moment like that

A few-month span really

When everything felt right

And I just knew

There was a certain feeling

That came over me

And I was happy

Happier than I’d been

I knew that something

In my life had done this

And I was right

But it was more than that

It wasn’t just

That certain something

No, there was more to it

It was that certain someone

I’m not saying

He was the one

Because I don’t think so

But he was special

It was who he was

And who he made me

The way he made me feel

The way I tried to be better

I let go of all the crap

I was living

For maybe the first time

And it was wonderful

Then it was gone

In an instant

And it hurt

More than I could bear

It still hurts now

But the pain eases

And I know

Once again

That life is full

Of little moments

That give us certainty

And indefinite uncertainty