Can't Stop

When I close my eyes you’re here

Standing right in front of me

It’s then that I can’t get you out

You’re in my head

And sometimes…

I’m always thinking of you

When I’m talking to people we knew

It’s all about you

And I can’t stop

I don’t know how

I don’t even know if I want to

My head hits the pillow

As I begin to drift off

There you are again

Laying right beside me

And I dream of you

I can’t fight it

It just goes on

I tried to move on

But it didn’t work

You just kept coming

So here I am

Closing my eyes

Seeing you again

And all I can say is…

You’re always on my mind

And your name is on the tip of my tongue

I see you everywhere I go

I think of you with everything I do

You’re so much a part of me

That I don’t know what to do

Without thinking of you

I can’t imagine what I’d do

If you weren’t in my life

But then I remember

For a while you weren’t

The pain I felt

The loss

I don’t want to feel that way again

And yet I’m sure I will

Lately I’ve had this feeling

In the pit of my stomach

Something bad is going to happen

Is it me?

Does it have anything to do with me?

Sometimes I wonder…

Why can’t I stop?

Thinking about you

Talking about you

Dreaming of you

Seeing you

When does it end?

Because I can’t stop

The way I feel

About you

About what’s coming

I don’t know what it is

But I wonder

If I’m just setting myself up

To be disappointed all over again